My JDRF walk is tomorrow. I did not meet my goal. Including what I have in cash from family and work friends, I have about $212 of my $250 goal. I would say I tried, but I really didn’t. I had great plans – those paper shoes you can sell, raffle tickets, donation buckets, the whole nine yards. I was going to have a huge team from work, we were going to have award-winning matching shirts. You get the idea. Turns out there is this big (but kinda optional) work event this weekend so no one can walk, or no one is chosing to walk. I don’t want to walk. I don’t want to walk by myself. I am seriously considering dropping off the money, checking out the vendor tables, and going home. How bad is that?
Monday is the day to Raise Your Voice for Type 1 diabetes awareness. I put the logo on my blog and I even bought a cute shirt in the cafepress store, but I have absolutely no idea what to do on Monday.
I found out today at work that there is a very strong possibility that I will be moving offices and apartments (my housing is part of my job) within the next few weeks/months. So much for a nice relaxing summer (yes, I said summer. It starts for me the day the students leave the first week of May.)
I called to thank my grandma today about a week after I got her walk donation check. I haven’t called my aunt since I visited her for Easter. I have been neglected my friends, especially those that live far away, and I really miss them.
Anyway, I’m sorry I’m such a loser.
EDITED TO ADD:
Thank you anonymous donors – I am not sure if you know that I can see who you are even if the world wide web can’t and I really appreciate your support. Thank you also to those who have commented already with kind thoughts. Neither were the goal of this post downer of a post, but both were certainly appreciated.